"they'll do all they can to beat us, and we
 shall have to do all we know to hold our
 own. When I say 'we,' of course I reckon
 you as, a Conservative?"
"I—I have no political opinions. I take
 no interest in politics," said Joyce, absently.
Mr. Creswell, from any but a domestic point
 of view, could not rouse an emotion in him.
"Don't you indeed! No political
 opinions! Ah! I remember when I
 hadn't any myself! That was—dear me!"
 and the astute parliamentary agent made
 a new pattern with the olive-stones, while
 his thoughts went back for a quarter of a
 century, to a time when he was under
 articles in Gray's Inn, used to frequent the
 Cyder Cellars, and was desperately in love
 with the Columbine of the Adelphi.
They went to the drawing-room soon
 afterwards. There was some instrumental
 music of the most approved firework style,
 and then Captain Frampton growled away
 at "Il Balen" with great success, and
 Joyce was just making up his mind to slip
 away, when Lady Caroline Mansergh sat
 down to the piano, and began to sing one
 of Moore's melodies to her own accompaniment.
 Ah! surely it is not laying oneself
 open to the charge of fogeyism to grieve
 over the relegation to the "Canterbury"
 of those charming ballads, wherein the
 brightest fancies were wedded to the
 sweetest sounds? If the "makers of the
 people's ballads" possess the power ascribed
 to them, there is, indeed, but little cause to
 wonder at the want of tone prevalent in a
 society which, for its drawing-room music,
 alternates between mawkish sentimentality
 and pot-house slang! When the first note
 of Lady Caroline's rich contralto voice
 rippled round the room, the guests standing
 about in small knots, coffee cup in hand,
 gradually sidled towards the piano, and ere
 she had sung the first stanza even Colonel
 Tapp's ventriloquial grumbling—he was
 discussing  army estimates and the infernal
 attempts at cheeseparing of the
Manchester school—was hushed. No one in
 the room was uninfluenced by the singer's
 spell, on no one had it so much effect as on
 Walter Joyce, who sat far away in the
 shadow of a curtain, an open photograph-
book unheeded on his knee, drinking in the
 melody, and surrendering himself entirely
 to its potent charms. His eyes were fixed
 on the singer, now on her expressive face,
 now on her delicate little hands as they
 went softly wandering over the keys, but
his thoughts were very, very far away. Far
 away in the old school garden, with its
broad grass-plots, its ruddy wall, its high
 elm-trees, frame-like bordering the sweet
 domestic picture. Far away with Marian,
 the one love which his soul had ever known.
 Ah, how visibly he saw her then, the trim
 figure noiselessly moving about on its
domestic errands, the bright beryl eyes
 upturned in eager questioning towards his
 own, the delicate hand with its long thin
 fingers laid in such trusting confidence on
 his arm. What ages it seemed since he
 had seen her! what a tremendous gulf
 seemed ever to separate them! And what
 prospect was there of that union for which
 they had so fervently prayed? The position
 he was to gain—where was that?
What progress had he made in—"friends
 once linked together, I've seen around me
 fall, like leaves in wintry weather!" Ay,
 ay, the poor old dominie, at rest—better
 there than anywhere else, better to be out
 of the strife and the worry, and—good
 Heavens! was this what he had promised
 her; was this the courage on which he had
prided himself, and which was to carry him
 through the world! "Brava! brava! Oh,
thank you so very much, Lady Caroline.
Mayn't we hope for another? Thanks, so
 much!" The song was over; the singer
had left the piano. He caught one glance
 as he bowed and murmured his thanks.
 He could not stand it any longer, his
thoughts had completely unmanned him,
 and he longed for solitude. If it were
 rude to leave the party he must brave even
 Lady Hetherington's wrath, but he would
 try and get away unobserved. Now, while
 the hum of admiration was still going on,
 and while people were gathering round
 Lady Caroline, was the opportunity. He
 availed himself of it, slipped away
 unperceived, and hurried to his own room.
He closed the door behind him, turned
 the key, and flung himself on to the bed, in
 the dark. He felt that he could contain
 himself no longer, and now that he was
alone and unseen, there was no further
 reason to restrain the tears which had been
 welling into his eyes, and now flowed
unchecked down his cheeks. He was a man
 of nervous temperament, highly-wrought
susceptibilities, and acute sympathies, which
 had been over-excited during the evening
 by the story of Tom Creswell's death, his
own recollections of his past life, and the
 weird thought-compelling power of Lady
 Caroline's music. There was no special
occasion for these tears; he knew nothing
had happened to Marian, nothing—no,
nothing had happened calculated in any
 way to interpose any—any barrier between
 them; his position was pleasant, his
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